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About Me Member Deviously Deviant schitzotwil19/Female/Unknown Recent Activity Deviant for 7 Years
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Without Me

Sun Feb 2, 2003, 10:41 PM
Without me
My life leads to nowhere
I have no place to go
I run and I hide
Everything moving so slow
If I were to vanish
No one would care
Things would be normal
As if I were never there
Everything would be better without me
It's time for me to disappear
The things that were once foggy
Are now crystal clear
Pulling up the sleeve of my hoodie
And closing my eyes
I think of my life
I remember all the lies
Slicing into my wrist
Not shedding a tear
The pain is unnoticable
Not a worry or fear
My mind goes blank
For once things feel right
No longer a clutter of colors
Just seeing in black and white
I drop my arm
A puddle of blood forming on the floor
I watch myself bleed
Knowing that soon I would be no more
As I let myself go
A tear drops from my eye
It's not that I'm in regret
Just that I could never say bye
I had no one to love
I was always alone
No one may understand, but hopefully they will see
I had to go... because it's just better off without me.

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Hell
  • Interests: MONEY MONEY MONEY MONEY
  • Favourite movie: Practical Magic
  • Favourite band or musician: MAdonna, Garbage, Disturbed ECT.....
  • Favourite genre of music: Everything but country
  • Favourite artist: MEMEMEMEME
  • Favourite poet or writer: MEMEMEMEME
  • Favourite photographer: MEMEMEMEME
  • Favourite style of art: MEMEMEMEME
  • Operating System: WindowsXP
  • MP3 player of choice: Winamp
  • Shell of choice: My own
  • Skin of choice: Human
  • Favourite game: Spy hunter
  • Favourite gaming platform: Uh
  • Favourite cartoon character: Spongebob Squarepants
  • Tools of the Trade: STUFF

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:iconbigdowro:
$$$ Money is a nice interest $$$ :)
:iconspyed:
Have you ever had a dream, that you were so sure was real? What if you were unable to wake from that dream? How would you know the difference between the dream world and the real world?

What you know you can't explain, but you feel it. You've felt it your entire deviant life, that there's something wrong with the story. You don't know what it is, but it's there, like a splinter in your mind, driving you mad.

You take the blue pill, the story ends. Your browser closes and you believe whatever you want to believe. You take the red pill, you stay in wonderland. And, I show you how deep the rabbit hole goes.

I offer only the truth, nothing more.

Take: The Red Pill
Take: The Blue Pill

Fella Point Right spyed, nobody has ever done this before.
Ninja Point Right I know. That's why it's going to work.

Do not try and bend the spoon ...

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The Angry Deviant

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:iconmarzgfx:
thanx for the comment dude.. i apriciate it
:iconnegatif:
Hi !

:o (Eek) what do i see ? a +fav from me on your page ? too kind !
:) (Smile) here's a Hug

Responding to comment, my english is "natural" : I'm bilingual since i was born ^^
And again i promise to maintain to keep up the good work :p (Lick) ( if skool lets me ;) (Wink) )

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:iconnegatif:
thks for the comment on my cakey face :D (Big Grin) ^^
i'll continue the good work as you say :) (Smile)

nice french btw ;) (Wink)

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:icondarjeeling:
Thanks for the comment on my skinny doll! Yeah, in all the girls I worked on I wanted to make them look like plastic, like if they were really dolls. I achieved a kinda smooth effect, but in some parts are harder to make the plastic effect. Legs and arms are places when it is easier. I think that their faces is the most difficult. well, it depends on the picture...

But, whatever, thanks for all! Hug

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Tchubrub's
Darjeeling*

Hey, take a look at my :gallery:
[link] and leave comments
:iconriotcomix:
I am so glad that ya enjoyed my
BAD LUCK AL in NO MEANS NO sketch.
And yes I did do the drawings. :) (Smile)
I'm a cartoonist,and I'm actually working on a little comic series as of now, I have some jokes,and I am creating more slowly. Soon,i'll have a script and I'll be ready to go :D (Big Grin)
thank you so much for commenting, I have alot more
BAD LUCK AL comics in my gallery which are waiting to be viewed Thumbs Up
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THANK YOU! a bunch for the +favs! i used photoshop 7 for the whole thing and the hands are a friends brushes he made.
Bye !

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i hate everyone.
:iconk742o617r000n027:
thanks for the comment on my peice "watching U" greatly appreciated, i'm off to comment on something of yours, and stroll your gallery! buh bye

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i hate everyone.
:iconflipout5150:
hiya. thanks for the fav im really glad you liked "morning mist". you have some pretty good work yourself i'll be watching you.

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What ever happened to The Sect?

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